Things about me.

Things about me

1. I am the moodiest person i know
2. I hate mornings. more so then most "normal" people
3. I hate the word normal. who the fuck determines what
is normal anyway?
4. I am an avid reader. if the book is interesting, i will read it
all in one sitting, stopping only to pee
5. I always steal those little alcohol swabs from hospitals.
i have no idea why i do it but whenever i am in a hospital i
just have to take a few.
6. I don't believe in love at first sight, i believe it is always only lust at first sight.
7. I am afraid of the dark
8. I have a fear of looking out of windows at night time
9. I hate being home alone all night. which happens a lot with my boyfriends work.
10. I know my boyfriend better then i know myself.
11. I suffer with post traumatic stress disorder. i try not to let it run my life, yet it still does.
12. I am scared of calling people on the phone that i don't know (how the hell did i last 3 years as a receptionist??!)
13. I was the one who set all the mice in high school biology free because i thought it was cruel to keep them caged up and study them. I let my cousin take the blame.
14. I had never suffered the grief of losing someone close to me until November last year.
15. I went o my first funeral last year and hope to never attend one again
16. I have a fear of dead things. be that fish, animal or human.
17. I have a fear of my boyfriend cheating on me, although i believe he wont i have been hurt in the past so i am over protective when it comes to him.
18. I have a deep set hatred for my body, yet am not motivated enough to do anything about it.
19. Gyms freak me out, i believe if i stepped foot in one i would be like an elephant walking into a room full of gorgeous skinny people.
20. I am an expert when it comes to cooking, but usually only cook quick easy things.
21. I was in a relationship with a girl for 3 years. we lived together. i still believe if i was to see her to this day i would beg her to take me back. although i love my boy to bits.
22. I fear i am infertile, yet have no real reason why i should think i am.
23. All i want in this world is to be a mother, a wife and to look after my family.
24. I love to people watch. i love to sit in the middle of Rundle Mall in the city and watch people, i like to make up stories about them.
25. I am extremely loud! i like to be the centre of attention.
26. My favourite colour is Pink. it's almost an obsession
27. I cry at anything, including maccas commercials.
28. I can not drink a cup of tea made by any one else. No one else makes it exactly how i like it. except for my cousin Jen. she makes it perfectly, and is the only person i will allow to make me tea.
29. I hate hot coffee, yet love iced coffee.
30. As a teenager, i hated carrots so much that i pretended i was allergic to them so i wouldn't have to eat them if i was at someone Else's house.
31. I suffer from a slight case of OCD. i have to do everything in 4's.
32. I HATE odd numbers. my boy thinks it is hilarious to put the TV volume up to an odd number then pin me down so i can't make it even. it pisses me off.
33. I have never had an orgasm. I fake it all the time, my boyfriend didn't believe me when i told him in the middle of an argument. i continue to fake it because i don't want to hurt him.
34. I only like granny smith apples, i hate any other type
35. When eating something like a sandwich or a biscuit etc, i eat it evenly into a square shape, nibbling it as i go.
36. I have run out of things to say at the moment but due to my crazy fear/hatred of Odd numbers i couldn't end this on one.